Surviving... Hahahah, ok, maybe a exaggerated a bit. I'm just so busy! I hate this I finished with my exams and all, but I'm just loaded with stuff to do AGAIN. And the second set of exams is three weeks from now, and I have so much to read and to do, and urghhh. At least on July I get my winter holidays... I've been trying to write little pieces of stuff during my breaks, but I'm so tired I just fall asleep on the table or the computer xD. Geez, I just hope I can get some rest this weekend (no classes on Friday, so I'm going to my home town for the week end!)
What about you? How have you been? I can see you've uploaded new stuff! I haven't taken a look at them yet 'cause I wanna appreciate them properly, not to just check them out in a rush Hope you're doing well, I miss our almost-daily conversations!
Gah, hold on dear!It's sad to know that you're so busy, I hope you'll find a moment to relax sometimes @.@, I miss our conversations too ç_ç. I'm doing well, however, I've to admit that sometimes I want to delete everything here because I look at my drawings and think "oh god a five years old could do them better" but then I just close DA and think at something else, you should know that I am a perfectionist and I expect too much from myself, I'll probably do my drawings again when I'll become better at it but now I'm always in between "this came out really well!I'm so happy" and "oh god, I should delete everything, it's so embarrassing".
Don't you DARE!! Don't you even dare to think about it!!! I can see that you're a perfectionist, and that can be a good thing, cause you always give yourself the chance to improve, but it can become a very negative thing is you let it get to your self-esteem. Never EVER think about deleting your stuff again, you hear me? You're an amazing artist, and your drawings make me happy, and I'm quite sure that a lot of people agree with me. You have a great, very personal style, and you improve day by day; inspiring a lot of people in the process. I really do smile when I see you've uploaded something! (I haven't checked your art yet, because during the weekend I've been in my hometown where the internet wasn't working, and while I'm here I'm crazy busy ) I understand how you feel, as I feel the same way about my writing and even about myself sometimes, but you're really talented, you shouldn't feel like that, really Besides, which is more important, you're a very nice person, really sweet and caring. Just draw, which you love to do; draw and write and be happy! Sorry for the late response :/
Don't thank me!! I mean it! Sorry again for the late answer :/ Hopefully, if everything goes well, my exams end on the 18th!! Then I have to wait for a few weeks for my marks, and if I did well, I'll finally get my winter holidays So I'll have pleeenty of time to write, until July 30! (I still have that oneshot for you in mind) You don't have an idea of how awfully busy I've been lately I'm so tired!! I miss your drawings, and the talking too I'll be back soon!
Darling, I'll wait for you ù_u!I've to say that is so weird for me to hear of winter holidays in June D:. But well, I've been busy and stressed too in the last months (my dog was also operated yesterday and now he looks like Frankenstein, full of stitches and hairless spots, I've been worried for weeks because he's old and has heart problems and he could have died during the operation, yesterday was also his 12th birthday so it was really hard for me). Everything is fine now, at last it seems, even if I'll still be busy for a little while, I hope to start enjoying this summer soon, and to return to our talks as well ! Hold on dear!